I'm back!

Long hiatus hey? Good word too. God I am meant to be doing this!
I have been inspired as one of my friends has started a blog. I don't want to her to fall victim to stoppping. Like all the other people I have lost faith in.
And most importantly, I don't want to be one of those people either. (Actually, plus my satelite is down so no TV, and I have stopped praying to the porcelian gods, which between those two, I was doing ALOT of).
I still can't see to forgive myself for letting down my readers, friends and family during this process of pregnancy.
I am ON it. NO more slacky slacky. And if I do, no I will not give up my first born. We have been through hell and back together already.